Dear Mom,

Sorry. It’s been so long since I sent a letter to you. Forgive me for doing so. I didn’t mean to forget sending messages to you. In fact, you are always in my mind. It’s been over 4 years since you left but still people are asking how you left. They’re asking me as if they care for what i realy feel. The truth is they just want to pry on something so personal. Are they that insensitive that they can’t notice I don’t really like to talk about it for it re-lives the pain I felt.

Mom, the pain wasn’t gone. It was just kept in the dark and everyday I have to find things that motivate me to wake up.

I badly need you here,Mom..

I want you here..

I miss you so much..

I am sorry for what I have done.