Tick.. Tack.. Tick.. Tack… That’s the only sound I can here in my room. I have nothing to do at the moment so I can only imagine the “If only’s” in life.

If only I could go back to that day, I would stop her from leaving the house so she wouldn’t have to leave us without coming back.

If only I could change the decision I made, I wouldn’t have to feel empty today.

If only I could bar my heart from getting hurt, I wouldn’t feel this unimaginable pain I am feeling right now.

If I could go into two places at one time, I would probably take a break from this boring routine but still keep working since that’s what I should do.

However, they will always remain “If only” because this is just a perfectly imperfect world.

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