Let me choose between you and the other
Though it is difficult because you are together
Misery definitely does need a company
Just sad to say, it chooses no one but me.

I cry then, I laugh, will it make me crazy?
Tough neither stop nor pretend what I feel
But, this is better than nothing though
At least this way, I know if I can trust you.

When I am needed, people quickly gather
As if me and the world has been together
Yet, when I need them, people disappear
Now, I am certain, I am indeed a loner.

Crying will never be an option anyway
I learn what euphoria in a different way
Knowing who will stay and leave me
When my friend visits me that is misery.